Well now if it was real why in spam folder?
However I am far too knowledgeable to just blow it off without a thought.
If you truly did have near death experiences it's possible you wound up in the kasha codec or the library of the universe, or whatever you wanna call it there are people who have gained this ability through different actions I can't remember the guys name ATM I'll asky
Uncle tmrw but anyways yes it's very improbable but is possible that your not actually working any addrenaline but you actually moved Your assemblage point. It's not something to be played with but studied as for your knees hurting, well no one sad magic was painless and easy.